Its hard to swallow, breath, hear, and all I can think about all while I'm sick is wanting to play basketball or play some instrument. Basketball I don't know what is... I found something I enjoy to do and I always feel like I can do better. When I get on the court with the fans in the stands my mind races on how I do not want to let them down. As I have been told it makes me look like a deer with headlights in my eyes, I think to much. The reason I know I can play better is because of the times I will never forget are in the school gym between 6-8 p.m. on Sunday with a bunch of great guys. I play basketball that surprises me sometimes, but with that in mind I just keep working hoping that one game, one day I will show everyone. Show everyone what I can do. Music, wow now there is a subject that I still don't understand completely. I love any musical instrument I want to learn every instrument. now I know that's not possible but that's what I feel like every day. One of my thoughts lately is to learn guitar. I would need to start from the beginning and find the humility to admit I cannot play the guitar, but I see it as the best opportunity to write my own music. Well I think I've drifted off from my point I love both of these "Day Dreams" since in class many times I find my self awaken by the school bell and I hope some day they will not be just something I tell my kids it was my hobby/sport in school .
So what am I really trying to express here? If you have any thoughts please tell...
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